Joanna? Do you still know him?

Brace yourself Joanna.


He was kind.

sweet.

young.

naive.

beautiful.

your best friend.

he made you smile.

he knew you better than anyone else.

but he broke your heart.

not once.

twice.

and you hurt.

a lot.

because.

you loved him.

a lot.

but it was a bad idea.

you knew that.






you always said you'd never regret it.


do you regret it now?

do you still miss him?

do you even still know him?

Grow up with me - Keaton Henson

"Lets both stay away from the edge of the bed, forcing us closer together."

What I had for Breakfast

On this day 5 years ago for Breakfast I ate Strawberries and drank Cranberry juice whilst making myself a packed lunch of Cabbage, Tomatoes and Pepper.

4 Pics 1 Word

We keep trying to pinpoint the moment we actually met.

I know I was at his sisters wedding in 2009 but we didn't know each other then.

My first memory of him was us sitting in a minibus in what must have been 2010.

I turned round to him and said rather confidently "I hear you're good at 4 pics 1 word and I'm stuck on this one can you help me please."

In my mind he was a year or so younger than me and was very shy.

I literally had no idea that in a couple of years I'd fall in love with him.


What madness.

I don't get it

I'll never understand how someone can chase someone else for their love and then the moment they're about to give it the person chasing them has stopped and turned their back.

Alone.

I've been in Nottingham for around 3 months now.

Something must have gone wrong.

I must have messed up somewhere.

I have no friends here.

Apparently I'm self obsessed.

Only in order to be self obsessed surely you must like yourself?

I don't.

Maybe my coverup for how I actually feel works.

Maybe thats how I lost my friends... trying to fit in and be one of them.

Elephants

In my room right now there are over 100 elephants