I don't like me anymore

People are constantly changing.

But I don't like the person I'm changing to be.

It is not me.

Not who I am.

Or what I do.

Or what I believe.

I'm scared it is too late.

To go back.

And be me.

I'm shy...

So yesterday I was on a bus home from a night out and one of my friends asks me why I'm so quiet.

I replied and told him I was just feeling shy.

To which he responded to by saying "no you're not, you're very bold and confident."

That shocked me a little.
Not because it's true, but because it made me realise how little people know me.


I am shy.


Sometimes I have moments of confidence but really inside i'll be feeling very shy.
I'm an actor.
Confidence is an act.
I am shy.
and I am scared.
I don't know why.
but I am.

I like you

I like you.

I don't know you well.

But I like you.